The year was 2008. I was (and still am) madly in love with Robert Pattinson.
And I hated Kristen Stewart.
She was the luckiest bitch alive in my eyes.
She had (and still has) everything I want; fame, beauty, and a sex-god boyfriend.
By the end of 7th grade (2009,) I had gotten used to her, still jealous, but still a fan.
In 8th grade, I was bullied by my ‘best friends.’ I learned to trust no one.
Kristen Stewart became my idol.
There’s many more reasons why I love Kristen Jaymes Stewart. She’s my one true inspiration. She’s naturally beautiful, she can make a t-shirt, jeans, and sneaker outfit look sexy. She’s no Angelina Jolie, or Megan Fox, she’s Kristen Jaymes FUCKING Stewart, so quit comparing her to other people. She has a unique style of acting that no one else has, and it obviously works for her, she makes more money than you do. Her personality shines like the stars in the sky. She’s the most down to earth celebrity in Hollywood, is always respectful during interviews, press conferences, photo shoots, and movie shoots. And when the paparazzi get too much, she does not let them see she’s weak. She sticks that middle finger straight in the air, which clearly states she doesn’t give a flying fuck. Her mannerisms are just icing on the cake. Her stumbling, constant moving crossed leg bobbing up and down, biting her lip, running her fingers through her hair…it’s truly adorable. She’s what I need to get through the day, and without her presence on the earth, I don’t know what I would do<3 Thank you Kristen, for giving me the strength to believe in my dreams, for helping me realize it’s ok to not be ok, and for telling me to be healthy and fuck everyone.